Mind, such an intriguing matter. Everyday i stay at home, there will be either plenty of matter to think, or nothing else, void mind, empty one. It wants me to work but obviously my lazy root ceases all the doings. Tired of it, I truly desperate to find something to work for. You know(you probably don't know), maybe some part time job? Nah, c'mon, there's a trip this friday night, give yourself a rest, man. Haizz, that kind of thoughts going on and on without stop. Quite stupid eh? So i played comp. for whole evening. That was a GREATEST thing i could do in a terrace house. It fulfilled my ideal of having an adventure, being an honourable man, ladies man(oops I spoke my mind, BTW, WHO DON'T?)... Crazy as i would, thats virtual worlds sweet deal. But it stills consumpt all my strenght, left me exhausted, unwilling to do anything else. i suppose this is addiction eh?
Honest speaking, I hope i could have such a glorious event of Drama team in 2009. That Our team emerge as Champion with only once I joined them. Great people I knew, some of them still in touch, probably closer(Is it, hui xin?) and some deeply appreciated by me as long as i could. Those days were busy, but never a hint of regret came out of me. Then last year, met someone i liked, than join choir, then blablabla, you-know-what. These moments too are nice and remarkable.
Yes those memories are nice, but what for if I dwell on it? Memories, but not hallucination! XD My mind were already solidify against any overbearing memories, by set them aside, alone, but look onto new future, NOW. If i don't set myself out for some great discovery, I will never had such adventures again in these last two years. Satisfied as what I achieved in thinking, I laid my exhausted body on the bed and sleep
NEXT DAY,
Huh, what ? What did I thought last night? Argh, it's so annoying, lets just kick some butt in the comp!
That's my day, short-term enlightment.
Wednesday, June 1, 2011
Saturday, February 12, 2011
Cost of Freedom
In one certain day of a year of 2009, I was reading a book that is so powerful and inspirational. In fact, it was the first ever book I read about that makes my life change.
Nevermind about that, it's just an emotional and inspirational expression. Well, here we go, freedom. In that book I read a verse like this,
" What does freedom cost?"
" Freedom will cost you the mask you have on." she said, "the mask that feels so comfortable and is so hard to shed off, not because it fits so well but because you have been wearing it for so long." She
stopped pacing about the room and came to stand in front of the card table.
" do you know what the freedom is?" she asked rhetorically. " Freedom is the total absent of concern about yourself," she said, sitting beside me on the bed, " And the best way to quit being concerned with yourself is to be concerned about others."
This dialog is picked by Dr. Wayne Dyer from Florina Donner's defination of freedom, sample of her dialogue from her odyssey into the world of spirit.
The purpose to show this dialogue is to understand how could we get true freedom from our daily life. It shows how much energy we have spent in only concerning ourselves because it is what the society is for millennium and millennium of years. This mask we are wearing is the illusion what truly we are. This illusion has covered our purest and wisest heart until we forgot who we are in this era of Materialism, blindly identify ourselves merely from name, nationality, race, culture. The world is one, the universe is one, don't we know we are one too? Yeah, there are a lot petty tyrants out there, waiting for chances to harm you, and I'm not asking you to allow yourself to be harm, my fellow friends. Just show your True self with action, put kindness, compassion, and selfless in your act and behavior. Try to think, if you want to free yourself, but you act selfishly, prejudice on the others because the society do so, being discourage by your own thought, can you deserve Freedom? Neither do we. It's simple, just simplify your life by doing what is right and moderate, cease what is wrong and extreme, you still can continue to persuade your dream, your wealth, your business. But never lost your heart, or else you will be in the Cage forever. Free yourself by real act, cease hypocritical doing, take a moderate decision and approach in every single moment when you face any conflict and harshness. Don't forget, we want to Live our live as what we want, but if we act like someone who discriminates others, harm others just for the sake of ambition, take no more thinking of your dream, for you have sacrifice your freedom in the beginning. Instead, Take MIDDLE PATH in all essence, You will SEE.^^
Nevermind about that, it's just an emotional and inspirational expression. Well, here we go, freedom. In that book I read a verse like this,
" What does freedom cost?"
" Freedom will cost you the mask you have on." she said, "the mask that feels so comfortable and is so hard to shed off, not because it fits so well but because you have been wearing it for so long." She
stopped pacing about the room and came to stand in front of the card table.
" do you know what the freedom is?" she asked rhetorically. " Freedom is the total absent of concern about yourself," she said, sitting beside me on the bed, " And the best way to quit being concerned with yourself is to be concerned about others."
This dialog is picked by Dr. Wayne Dyer from Florina Donner's defination of freedom, sample of her dialogue from her odyssey into the world of spirit.
The purpose to show this dialogue is to understand how could we get true freedom from our daily life. It shows how much energy we have spent in only concerning ourselves because it is what the society is for millennium and millennium of years. This mask we are wearing is the illusion what truly we are. This illusion has covered our purest and wisest heart until we forgot who we are in this era of Materialism, blindly identify ourselves merely from name, nationality, race, culture. The world is one, the universe is one, don't we know we are one too? Yeah, there are a lot petty tyrants out there, waiting for chances to harm you, and I'm not asking you to allow yourself to be harm, my fellow friends. Just show your True self with action, put kindness, compassion, and selfless in your act and behavior. Try to think, if you want to free yourself, but you act selfishly, prejudice on the others because the society do so, being discourage by your own thought, can you deserve Freedom? Neither do we. It's simple, just simplify your life by doing what is right and moderate, cease what is wrong and extreme, you still can continue to persuade your dream, your wealth, your business. But never lost your heart, or else you will be in the Cage forever. Free yourself by real act, cease hypocritical doing, take a moderate decision and approach in every single moment when you face any conflict and harshness. Don't forget, we want to Live our live as what we want, but if we act like someone who discriminates others, harm others just for the sake of ambition, take no more thinking of your dream, for you have sacrifice your freedom in the beginning. Instead, Take MIDDLE PATH in all essence, You will SEE.^^
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